to a christian university next fall. for sure.

it's so weird. i lose track of days so easily. every day sorta feels like a saturday night, or a thursday night, if you know what I mean. stay up way too late, sleep in way too late. do too much work, school, not enough talking and hanging out with people. I really need structure in my life- i'm currently unable to discipline myself without any sort of formal structure. yeah.

need to figure out what I am doing until august. maybe traveling, I hope.

stuck between the hopeful and hopeless
wondering why the bad guys always get it best?
the theory states who you know not what you know
but all i know is who i know just brings me down...

i'm hopeless but hopeful
hopeful to my God to come down
down t the real life like the ghetto in my sole
in my soul, yeah

what sorta mess is this
lets pick up the pieces
these lincoln log puzzles
designed to bring up all around
but cant help to think to onesself
the recycled leaves still stay underground

i'm hopeless but hopeful
hopeful to my God to come down
down t the real life like the ghetto in my sole
in my soul, yeah

tear. patch. wear. hole.
break. bind. chain. break.
break. chain.

i'm hopeless but hopeful
hopeful to my God to come down
down t the real life like the ghetto in my sole
in my soul, yeah

what sorta mess.

physically. seriously.